After you finish you graduating form high school you feel relief . Your so exicted for college moving day and to finally get away form your parents. Has soon as you hit that frist month of college you will want to go home . Home cook meals , nice good shower, money and you will miss the parents that you sometimes say I hate you too . you might have 3 or 4 classes a day , morning or night . in between , your most likely to take naps . you have to make right decisions because your not going to hear your parents say yes or no . for example : late night parties even that you know you got a paper due or you got a 8 o’clock class . It can be a beatiful day outside and your friends don’t want to attend class . would you go with them? Teachers, are not like the ones you had in high school. There not going to want to hear any excuse what so ever. Teachers might be hard to under stand , some might just want you to learn on your own . I would always say to work as hard if it was your first day and you will have no problems.
My Feeling :
Lately I've started feeling like a stranger to the world
And lately I've had this thing where my moods suddenly twirl.
As weird as that sounds this tendency I have is not my fault
It's not like I can just bring my emotions to some sort of halt.
And what about my packed days, that hardly ever include plans
Meanwhile my friends manage to have so much extra time on their hands.
I have never been able to understand this incredible ability
But maybe that's because I seem to be lacking such versatility.
I always knew life wouldn't be easy, but should it be this hard?
Should I ever feel like I just want to lay down my cards?
Am I supposed to feel like a failure before my life even begins?
Am I only expected to succeed in this corrupted world I live in?
Lately things just seem to be overwhelming and more then ever.
And I'm just worried that feeling will stay until forever.
But what I really want is the promise of just one guarantee
To know I did my best in life, and that I couldn't be more happy
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